missxthin
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04:20 pm
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FATTT!
ahhh im such a fat arse.
today i ate 4 plates of sushi and a hot chocolate with a butterscotch muffin... and its not even dinner time yet!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. why cant i just be strong enough like everyone else. Strong enough to get back down to the super tiny frame i once had.
shame. disgust. guilt
Current Mood:  annoyed
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11:07 pm
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ahhh fat fat fat!
Hmm well im pretty much sure pissed off due to me being extreamly fat and putting on weight since moving back home!!
I moved back home after doing fultime ballet and now im doing nothing at all cause i have a injury and im not "supposed" to dance. So basically im just getting FAT FAT FAT... and even though everyone tells me im small its just cause they are trying to be nice...they havent seen me with all my clothes off and all the fat blugding off my arse and thighs.
One thing i totally HATE: the fact my thigh touch ahhhh makes me want to be sik. feral feral feral!
hmm im gona fast this weekend see if it actually helps me... my dad is obsessed with me eating tho if i skip one meal he is like you must eat!!!! pisses me off soooo badly!
ahhhhh.
anger anger anger. all i want is to be thin!
Height: 167cm
Weight: 55ish
Goal Weight:45-40.
think thin girlies.
by the way i cant figure out how to post anything on the pro ana website. if someone could tell me how maybe??
Current Mood: pissed off
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