http://missxthin.livejournal.com/ missxthin - LiveJournal.com Mon, 21 May 2007 06:22:27 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com missxthin 12969017 personal http://l-userpic.livejournal.com/86993748/12969017 http://missxthin.livejournal.com/ 64 100 http://missxthin.livejournal.com/782.html Mon, 21 May 2007 06:22:27 GMT http://missxthin.livejournal.com/782.html ahhh im such a fat arse.<br /><br />today i ate 4 plates of sushi and a hot chocolate with a butterscotch muffin... and its not even dinner time yet!!!!<br /><br /><br />AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. why cant i just be strong enough like everyone else. Strong enough to get back down to the super tiny frame i once had.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />shame. disgust. guilt http://missxthin.livejournal.com/782.html annoyed public 0 http://missxthin.livejournal.com/738.html Fri, 18 May 2007 13:24:39 GMT http://missxthin.livejournal.com/738.html Hmm well im pretty much sure pissed off due to me being extreamly fat and putting on weight since moving back home!!<br /><br />I moved back home after doing fultime ballet and now im doing nothing at all cause i have a injury and im not "supposed" to dance. So basically im just getting FAT FAT FAT... and even though everyone tells me im small its just cause they are trying to&nbsp; be nice...they havent seen me with all my clothes off and all the fat blugding off my arse and thighs.<br /><br /><br />One thing i totally HATE: the fact my thigh touch ahhhh makes me want to be sik. feral feral feral!<br /><br />hmm im gona fast this weekend see if it actually helps me... my dad is obsessed with me eating tho if i skip one meal he is like you must eat!!!! pisses me off soooo badly!<br /><br /><br />ahhhhh.<br /><br />anger anger anger. all i want is to be thin!<br /><br />Height: 167cm<br />Weight: 55ish<br />Goal Weight:45-40.<br /><br />think thin girlies.<br /><br />by the way i cant figure out how to post anything on the pro ana website. if someone could tell me how maybe?? http://missxthin.livejournal.com/738.html pissed off public 2